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[18 Jun 2006|04:05pm] |
K so a lot has happened since my last entry:
-Jacksonville Rocks!
-Shella and John
-Me getting another girl fired
-Shella leaving in 3 days
-me HATING my second job
-I'm getting another tattoo before december
-I want my lip pierced
-Shella's almost 18!
-Hadley got a job
-I love weed
-I love cloves
(just to name a few)
I"m in a blah place...I hate my life..and I would give ANYTHING for it to be different...but at the same time...one thing I would never change is my friends...they're the best! I'm just not the best. I'm scared I'm gonna turn out just like my Aunt Dottie...Alone, depressed and dead! haha...ok I guess not funny..but a little comical? UGH...I just hold back the tears and go on...thats all I can do right? anyway...not a good day for me to be working by myself able to think all day....oh well...i am...blizah!
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K so I'm just chillin' waiting for Orientation to be over for Shell and her mom so I'm gonna fill you in on the past two days. Monday I packed and rean some errands for my mom and dad, nothing terribly exciting. I packed, got ready and what not and was at Shell's, ready to go, by 230ish and we were supposed to leave at 3 or 330. Yeah! well we didnt end up leaving until 530 or six, then Shella decided it would be a good idea to drive five under the speed limit the first half of the trip. I drove the second half and drove basically at the speed limit, but because the van drives different you feel like you're going a lot faster than you really are. We got into our hotel room by 1130 (LONG RIDE). The hotel was ok, but I said that we should've stayed next door cause it looked like a lot nicer hotel than the Howard Johnson we were staying at (later we come to find out that the "hotel" next door in a Motel 6!). We all slept pretty shitty that night, but it was sleep so it was good. We got up at 6 yesterday morning, Shell and her mom got ready and I pretty much chilled cause I didnt have to go anywhere. So I dropped them off and went back to the hotel. I didnt think I was going to go back to sleep but I ended up sleeping until noon. It felt so good!! So then I met up with my friend Amanda and got lunch at Olive Garden, it was nice to see her again, I miss my Tallahassee people. So after lunch I visited Joy for a short time and then we went to her rehersal for "Hobbled" and I watched for about an hour, it was really funny and I"m really glad that I"m gonna get to see it when it goes up! Then I went and ran a few errands to CVS and what not. By then I was wicked bored and just wanted the damn orientation to be over (kinda like now). So I went to the library and got some stuff done for American Stage and then played some online poker, always good! FInally the day was over and I picked them up and Shell and I went to dinner at Broadway, it was ok, horrible service though! So then we went back and we basically went straight to bed, we were so tired, them more than me. So this morning we got up at 5! got ready and what not and then were here by 715, rediculous! So I went to the place I was supposed to meet with the Education people and ended up not staying for the freshman orientation, but I did talk to an advisor for like 20 minutes and I"m now really excited about my new major! I'm majoring in Special Education and after three years I will graduate with a Masters!!!!!! That is so amazing! And I"ll be able to teach in Massachusettes! So after that it was only 8am so I went to Starbucks and workid on some more stuff for American Stage, I really did get a lot done, it has been a suprisingly productive weekend. Shell called me at like 930 cause she had an hour to kill so we went to CVS and to get gas, and of course Shell needed BK breakfast! So I just dropped her off about a half hour ago and got a meter parking spot and I"m sitting in the car with my laptop looking all collegy! haha....well I'm excited about getting home cause Had and Ry are coming over to watch the LOST finale!! OMG SO EXCITED AND SO NERVOUS!!!! Its gonna be so good! ahhh but what am I going to do while its not on! I wont have my fix, but I'm planning on watching everything over again with Johno so he can get caught up, I thikn he's really gonna like it. K well I think that is enough torture for those of you who made it all the way through this. if you really did, leave a comment cause that is an amazing task. ok ta ta!
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I don't know where I am at right now....I feel like its getting harder for me to breath in normal air. Every time I breath in I'm getting large doses of pesimism, and anger. I dont know why...I just want everything in my life to go away....and I want a fucking cigarette! I feel so unorganized! And the wierdest thing...I feel really really ugly...but then the next day I'll feel like I look ok...but then just 20 mins later I'll be crying...its getting rediculous and I think I need to get back on my pills. I dunno...I'll have a real update about what is going on with my jobs and summer plans and everything sometime soon...
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[10 May 2006|12:04am] |
NO ONE sees the beauty....not even me....
I'm just ready to let go
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[07 May 2006|10:55pm] |
I know this post probably won't affect any of you, but I do feel it is worthy of my time to post, so:
Today I receieved an email from Julie (my manager at AS) saying that Michael Dayton is in the last days of his life. I worked with Michael last year at American Stage during the pupeteering camp. We worked very closely, as I was his assistant. He is a fun, funny, interesting, wonderful man. I didnt realize what an impact he left on me until today. I knew that there was another pupeteering camp, and I was hoping to work with him again. He is such an accomplished man, and this town and the world will be at a loss without him here. He obviously left a deep impact on me, deeper than I thought, and I just want to ask you all (if you do) to pray for him and his family as he leaves this world and goes to a better place. To Michael Dayton, if you've ever met him, there IS an imprint on your heart!
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[12 Jan 2006|08:23pm] |
Well....it's been quite a long time since I updated...quite a lot has been happening...but I'm not even gonna try to explain everything.
I just auditioned for The Vagina Monologues....I want to get in it soooo bad...we'll see though...Pray for me...please...and then you all could come up and see me in it. Another note I redid a part of my room, and it makes it so much bigger...I absolutely love it. I'm in a performance class and its pretty fun so far....i hope that I do ok in it. RYAN IS COMING DOWN FOR FOUR DAYS! I'm so effing excited! We're gonna have soooo mcuh fun....Shella is coming up this weekend for a day with her mom so we can look at our new apartment together....omg so exciting.
Ok I'm done....dont really like writing in here any more....maybe I'll write again soon...
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[14 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
So it's been quite a while since I updated...sorry...I've been so busy with school, homework, and FRIENDS (thats right I have friends)
Well lets see...
Friday night...
Hung around with Jessica (my roommate), Nic, and Alex...we just hung out and talked a bunch...and tried really hard to get alchie...but no such luck...:(
Saturday....
a person who shall remain nameless was the best and got me two bottles of alcohol, it was awesome. FSU played the citadel and won 62 to 10!!!! HAHAHA...well that night Joy, Alex, Nic, Andrew, Aimee S, Allison, and myself just hung out in my apt. and drank a little bit (and by a little bit I mean a ton!) It was fun...Aimee F. and Andrea came over later that night...I was glad they came but I felt kinda bad cause i feel like they were mad at me...:(...then I met some new people and had a drunken fun...
To be continued....I'm watching friends and singing broadway with friends...
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[09 Sep 2005|06:28pm] |
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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[29 Aug 2005|12:29am] |
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MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
I got a Call back for Charolette's Web!!!! OMG I"M SOOOOO ECSTATIC!!!!!
Thanks to everyone who prayed for me, keep praying...my call back is tommorrow night!
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[25 Aug 2005|04:17pm] |
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And now the long awaited update of this journal.....
Well I'm back up in Tallahassee now. But first I'll talk of the summer.
My job at American Stage was amazing! I loved teaching and directing
the kids. I plan on going back next year, it was so much fun. I went up
to Chicago for a week. That was tons of fun...AND I saw Wicked up there
and it was the most wonderful time, even though Ryan isnt as much of a
musical theater junkie as me. I know there is so much more but I just
can't write it all out. Last weekend Shella, Johno, (Someone else), and
I came up to Tally and moved most of my stuff in. My room is uber small
but cozy. Everything in here matches, its so cute and girly,lol. I have
general auditions on Sunday at 3. I'm nervous and excited all at the
same time. I think my monologue is really funny and good though. Ryan
says it is! My song is the scary part, but oh well, all I can do is my
best, hopefully it's good enough. Andrea is going to come over sometime
and we're gonna listen to eachothers and critique. The emotions of
being up in Tallahassee are way to familiar. I'm trying to think
positive, and be healthy for classes, but I'm by myself in this dorm
till sunday. Well hopefully tommorrow will be better and more
productive. Well here are some pictures from the summer, Tallahassee,
and saying goodbye to my best friends:
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[19 Aug 2005|03:12am] |
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I start to regularly update when I move up to tallahassee. Hope everyone is doing okay and I'll be back soon enough.
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[28 Mar 2005|06:51pm] |
Here you go Andrea...YOU CRACK WHORE!!!! LOve you lots...you look b-e-a-utiful!
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[22 Mar 2005|02:14am] |
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Better Days are on their way!
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[20 Mar 2005|03:26pm] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
I'm very upset about this! I'm going to hell!
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[14 Mar 2005|12:21am] |
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Ok So I have SOOOOO much to talk about but I'm so tired and really can't type that much right now...I knwo I havent given a good post in a while but I promise this week I will give a nice in depth post. But for now...here are some pictures from last weekend...
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Please comment!
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[02 Mar 2005|12:28am] |
It's really stupid but I REALLY want a solo!
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[17 Feb 2005|03:14pm] |
You must comment to be added..I will not add you unless there is a comment from you! ♥ Em
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